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[02 Sep 2004|10:44am]

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to whom it may concern... [01 Sep 2004|08:48pm]

i love you all..and if i die..or if you die..know this..

 

i love you!

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[01 Sep 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | tv ]

today went well..i wore sam's hot ass skirt (it didnt look nearly as hot on me as it does on her--but w/e) lol..i want it! haha its so cute..anyways..i got my math test back::another 100%!!!! wippeee

* HERES SOME IMPORTANT INFO *

due to hurrican francis..school will get out tomorrow at 11:40..and school is canceled on friday..and since monday school was already canceled--this will result in a 4 and 1/2 day weekend!! woop woop!

im soo excited!!!!

anyways..im guna watch some t-vizzle...<3

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[31 Aug 2004|04:15pm]

i just wana say..that when i have my mood swings..i bitch at everyone and blame everything on everyone else--soo if i do it to you anytime between now and the next few days or this week...im sorry..and dont get mad at me or take it personal...i just get pissed at stupid // little things..but i cant help it when i have mood swings..soo everyone * i love you and sorry if my bad mood ruins your day <3

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[31 Aug 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | nothing. ]

ok..today started out pretty good..then the cramps kicked in..i didnt get it yet--but im getting my cramps n hotflashes--which means its comin soon..grr

anyways..sam is letting me borrow her jean skirt to wear .. im excited--its cutee...thanks <3

we dont go to school tomorrow till 10:30..and i was guna have a sleepovaa with abigail n everyone..but i asked my mom to pick me up early--jut cuz i was in a bad mood n whatnot..and she thinks i shuldnt go out if i dont feel good..grrr

anyways..im kinda hoping this hurricane hits us..but im kinda scared at the same time..i was just picturing like..looking down the hall and seeing my room and everything in it gone..that wud suck soo bad..everything i own is in there..and it wud be sooo gay to have to blown away n ruined. but yeah..

i went home around 12:30..and chilled..and i told dustin n andre id still pick them up..so i went to school with my mom and they werent there..turns out they got a ride home from someone else..now my moms pissed at me for taking up 45 minutes of her day to sit in the parking lot for nothing.

im kinda depressed // pissed off // angered right now..and the cramps and hotflashes arent helping..i really wish i had a boyfriend..and i hate how certain people always give me dirty looks when they dont even know me..i wish my hair would grow--cuz im feeling soo ugly everyday..i found a picture from 7th grade..and my hair was soo long and (not to sound conceded) -- but it looked soo pretty...and i just wish it wud show me some sign of any growth..cuz ive been buying all this *hair growing shampoo*..*hair growing hot oil treatments* and in the shower ive been scrubbing little circles on my scalp to stimulate growth..and i only see like..a milimeter of my roots...and it sucks..cuz all my friends are growing their hair now too..and theirs is already longer than mine..and ive been trying to grow mine since summer..grrr its really irratating and it also kinda bugs me cuz i always had short hair//they had long hair..and they all cut it short..so i decided to grow mine long..and now were all guna look the same..cuz theyre growing it out too..and i wana keep it short now cuz i dont wana look like everyone else..but i wana grow it for me*not for them..so whatever..but anyways..im guna go and find something to do..bye

 

*ps: check out my horoscope

Sagittarius   November 22 - December 21
First you can't find your shoes, and then the moment you find your shoes you've lost your keys. It's just one of those days. Toss up your hands. What can you do?

* soooo true!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urg. bye

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[30 Aug 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | c k y ]

today wasnt too bad. school was ok..i wore my new skirt! heh - i <3 it..

umm..yeahh..when i got home i chilled at andres with dustin octavio n brian..n then i saw nate n brian m for a lil...and then i babysat for like..an hour and got $15..so that was pretty cool.

anyways..peace out.

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[29 Aug 2004|09:47am]

everybody check out my webpage..im still adding pics and if anyone has any they want me to add -- lemme know * click the:

i lOve yOu *

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[29 Aug 2004|09:06am]

d u s t i n )

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[28 Aug 2004|07:02pm]

new layout

1 = like it

2 = love it

3 = hate it

comment!

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wow..i just realized that i never put a subject..hmmm [28 Aug 2004|05:36pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | G - u n i T * ]

ok..soo today has been pretty good. i got home from babysitting last night around 1:30..and i passed out...and i woke up.

soo then me n abby went to the beach and i got nice n tan! me n her talked about a lotta stuff..it was cute..we saw rani n jake#1 n lauren n jake#2..and that was cool..heh..and...me n abbz were guna go to walmart but she has to babysit..soo i might just go with my mom..and i might have to babysit too..not sure tho..

peace outt

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[27 Aug 2004|11:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | watching a movie --> Grind * ]

tonight was a very good night..i went to andres n chilled with them for a while..then me n abby went to the mall...i got:

  • a black roxy skirt..its black n on the bootayy it says ROXY in pink..its hottness
  • a pair of black spanky pants for victorias secret cuz i got a note in the mail n it said i cud get one for free..so that was pimped outt
  • 2 rings..one is white w/ black polka dots..n the other is shiny purple w/ light purple polka dots..theyre cute

i was guna get these black fishnet tights to wear under my skirt..but i didnt have enough money..my mom said she'd buy me some tho. umm so when i got home from the mall my nextdoor neighboor called n she asked me to babysit at 10..soo im at her house right now..3 kids and theyre all asleep..the lady said she wudnt be home till around 3..soo im bored...octavio n andre were guna come over but i guess not..8 bucks // per hour is worth being bored...soo yeahh anyways

i think im goin to the beach tomorrow with some hott peoples...soo ttyl <33

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[27 Aug 2004|04:16pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | thursday ]

today was fairly good. nothing exciting happened really...

except that i wore a skirt!! haha..i got alotta compliments..but i felt kinda self concious..but oh well..i faced my fear and bamm biatchh! wow anywho..yesterday octavio, andre, austin, dustin n scottayyy got me 2 urban shirts..so thats pretty neat-o..

i was supposed to go to PIS tonight with rani..but she bailed on me and has to go to work..soo i might go to the mall with abby..even tho i dont wana cuz i dont got any mulaa...whatevvaa

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[26 Aug 2004|05:46pm]
[ mood | * only the best!!! ]
[ music | ashlee simpson ]

to + day = best day ever!!!!!!

  1. i took a law studies test--i think i got at least a low B
  2. in math i found out on the test i took the other day i got a 92% so my current average in that class is 100%!! im soo happy!!!
  3. in drivers ed i had to drive thru cones going forward..then i had to do it in reverse and i didnt hit one single cone! pretty pimpjuice! and aslo lindsey was my partner..soo i felt comfortable! you did a good job too babe! heh
  4. in art i finished my drawing thingy and i forgot to put my name on it so when i handed it to my teacher she said *put ure name on it-so i know who to give the A to!!
  5. one of the chiks that i thought hated me--actually smiled nd said hi to me today!

so basically today was wonderful! it really made me confident n happy n i hope it lasts a long time! ive decided im guna wear a skirt tomorrow--first timer! hah..ive worn a skirt maybe 5 times at the most in my life..but it was wen i was like 7..so itll be fun! hah..soo yeahh..well im guna go to andre's to chill...<33 xox mwahh

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[25 Aug 2004|09:34pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | HIM ]

everything that i wanted to do this year..got fucked up..

  • trying to be nice to everyone..so as to not have any enemies
  • trying to eat healthy to not get sick as much anymore
  • trying as hard as i can to do good in school..(doing all my homework, classwork..i havent skipped once this year!) and i still have below average grades

im not giving up! im guna try harder x 4073...and hopefully something good will happen! *im being optimistic--yay!*

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[25 Aug 2004|07:51pm]

oh my fucking god. i just lost all hope of any happiness.

 

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[25 Aug 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | mOm--talking..blah blah blah * ]

today sucked.

i was feeling so confident n happy. and then for no reason i got all depressed // pissed

i duno why!! urgg...i hate it..at first i was just kinda depressed .. but then..one person says hey..n i snap..wtf is wrong with me?!?!?!

 

ugh anyways..my new goal(s):

  • be optimistic about everything
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[24 Aug 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | HIM ]

urg. im getting mood swings again. its also the end of the month. . . . . . .that cud be the reason.

anyways. school today was...

law studies: fell asleep..talked to kelli on text messages--even tho she sits 2 seats in front of me..haha

math: took a test..which i totally got an a+ on !! heh

lunch: sat with abby, mary n rani.

drivers ed: bookwork..what else is new.

art: colored checkers on a snake..fun!

um. thats it.

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[23 Aug 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | brand new ]

school was cool. hah. some retarded kid in 6th hour told me *he was guna touch me--so id better run*..it was kinda scary lol

anyways..just went to walmart with the mother. fun.

i got my computer in my room to work..but i gotta hook up my internet thingayy..soo yay! im happy now ;]

tTfn--ta ta for now * can i just add that i love how many people comment!! no.

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[22 Aug 2004|08:38am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | HIM ]

yesterday was a fun day.

during the day i chilled at abbys. we made pizza n potato skins..and layed on the trampoline..and watched cheaper by the dozen. great movie!

then i went home..and later on me abby n rani went to pis again. there was a bunch of bands n whatnot..so there was a lotta people there..it was pretty cool. mmm on the way home rani's mummy bought us kFc..YUMM!!

today i have to clean my moms car..and then hopefuly either goin to the pool with abby or go to the movies with matthew..i dont wana see a movie but id feel bad ditching..hmmm whatever.

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[21 Aug 2004|11:20am]
aw that entry is so pretty <33 heh * comment to make it prettier!!
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